Someone please inspire me

I haven't quit but I am at a stand still...I need fresh motivation! Just don't want to gain while I am awaiting for inspiration lol!

Still hanging in there.

Still hanging in there. I haven't been doing well with my water and I can really tell a difference. I have had a pretty bad few days so it has been hard not to give in and just forget this damn weight loss thing. I ate one cookie (actually the dough) today and Shawn reminded me I had worked very hard for the last 3 weeks and not to blow it because of one bad day (well like 5 bad days in a row). Tomorrow is a new day so I am going to start first thing in the morning trying to get back into the water routine and go from there.

week 3 weigh in

weight-220 (didn't lose a stinkin' pound)
Waist- 45 3/4 (stayed same)
Arm- 15 1/2 (stayed same)
Bust (with boob)-46 (-3/4)
Bust (under boob)-40 1/2 (stayed same)
Thigh- 25 1/4 (stayed same)
2nd short-term goal-10 pounds loss by Feb 15th
long-term goal weight-150 lbs

Dang what a disappointment! I guess I should just be happy I didn't gain after my little (okay okay big) blunders this week but besides that I worked my butt off. I wish I had wii fit :( So I wanna give up but I'm sick so I don't have the energy to fix myself and cheeseburger and chilli cheese fries. So I'll eat some yogurt and go back to bed and cover my head with the blankets.

week 3 measurements

weight-?
Waist- 45 3/4 (stayed same)
Arm- 15 1/2 (stayed same)
Bust (with boob)-46 (-3/4)
Bust (under boob)-40 1/2 (stayed same)
Thigh- 25 1/4 (stayed same)
2nd short-term goal-10 pounds loss by Feb 15th
long-term goal weight-150 lbs

Lost in my boobs only this week??? What the heck is that about!!!! I'm a little worried about weigh in tomorrow :(

uh-oh weigh in is tomorrow

Weigh-in is tomorrow and I am afraid it might be bad afterall I had a bad day, a January Christmas party at Pasta Factory and pizza tonight. I haven't quit, it has just been a long week. Hopefully even if I didn't lose, I didn't gain?!?!?! Stay tuned....

Today was better

Today was a better day. I got back on track and was proud of myself because at a party with tons of chocolaty yumminess in addition to pizza, and chips and dip...I only ate 1 cookie, and one spoonfull of beandip with a few chips. I was proud of myself but after my setback yesterday I doubt I will lose any this week. We'll see....
I am gonna get back in charge of my emotions tomorrow which triggers my poor eating habits.
I'm still hanging in there!

so you had a bad day...

Ok its been a HORRIBLE day and I just want to tell you that eating healthy and being strong and fighting through this urge to eat everything in sight is a battle I don't know if I can win today. I got on the scales this morning and was encouraged that I had lost another pound which helped get me through until this afternoon. I have fought it all day because obviously I must be an emotional eater and I AM emotional today. Afternoons and evenings are the hardest for me on a good day so on a bad day it is 100x harder. Last night I caved and ate a couple cookies but tonight it looks like a whole box of cookies and a hamburger and cheesecake and chilli cheese fries might just be the cure for what has been a terrible day. I am going to drink lots of water and continue to try to fight through this. I am thinking I need to get out of the house to try to get my mind off of eating. If it weren't so dang cold I should go for a nice long walk but I doubt that is going to happen. Remember when I warned you that there may be lots of tears and eyeore and "cursing" in this blog. Today is the day for that so cover your ears because here it comes *!x!?!?!****!!!?X!?***